Monday, March 30, 2009 Y 8:54 AM

Im gonna blog blog away for you guys till your eyes hurt. 
Hmmph?


Spam video coming soon!
*hand on my forehead, lol
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Dear Spam, 
WTF did i get myself into with you? It was my fault for bringing up the spam roll I had with my cousin in Hawaii. I had to! And I had to introduce all of your relatives as well. Different kinds of em, different brands! Yiikes! Lol!!!


Y 8:06 AM

It feels great coming back to Chicago, Its my home now. I love it. Once you live in Chicago, it sucks you up like a leech! Haha! You would never want to leave.


Theres nothing like a train ride back to Chicago.
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The trip was an hour and 15-20 min. But I love it, its not your typical red line back home. The ride back was very relaxing and I got some time to think about things. Ergo, I was mostly listening to this song by Joy Division- Disorder. Amazing song. I can never get sick of it, I played it over and over again.
 

Lyrics are amazing.

Joy Division- Disorder
Ive been waiting for a guide to come and take me by the hand,
Could these sensations make me feel the pleasures of a normal man?
These sensations barely interest me for another day,
Ive got the spirit, lose the feeling, take the shock away.

Its getting faster, moving faster now, its getting out of hand,
On the tenth floor, down the back stairs, its a no mans land,
Lights are flashing, cars are crashing, getting frequent now,
Ive got the spirit, lose the feeling, let it out somehow.

What means to you, what means to me, and we will meet again,
Im watching you, Im watching her, Ill take no pity from you friends,
Who is right, who can tell, and who gives a damn right now,
Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know,
Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know,
Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know,
Ive got the spirit, but lose the feeling,
Ive got the spirit, but lose the feeling,
Feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling.



Sidenote: I came back to visit my parents for a couple days, it was quiet a pleasant visit. I love seeing the fam. My mom cooks mass amounts of filipino food, like shes cooking for like 30 people, lol. No fuckin' joke.


Wednesday, March 25, 2009 Y 8:30 AM

I didnt get much sleep last night. I thought about it for a loonggg time. What should I do? At this point im just numb. I cant stand being this way. It happens every quite often. 


On another note, I just had the best cheese omelette, which made my morning! :) 
Tonight is gonna be fun, I cant wait. 

I think this week has been quite stressful, (fam stuff) being home feels great though. 
For those of you who are close to me, you guys already know.


I think too hard.




Monday, March 23, 2009 Y 8:53 PM

This is my destiny.........

London: Capital of both England and the U.K (If I plan to study abroad, I will be doing my intern in london and taking 2 classes for 3 months) *crossing fingers. Vivienne Westwood here I come! Haha!


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Paris: Another place I would love to visit. Why not enjoy the great scenery of the eiffel tower? 

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Milan: Last but not least, is Milan. The number one fashion capital in woorrrlld!
Its where you can find David Beckham sweating in his uniform. Lol!

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I see myself chillin at coffee shops and reading a newspaper in all of these places. Lol! Im gonna make it happen.




Y 7:08 AM

So, I started spring break just recently. My last day was last thursday which was March 19th and I am thrilled! I worked extremely hard on my final projects and im sure (hope) I got good grades. 
  

I want to share with you guys one of my final projects, it was my final portfolio for my humanities and arts class and basically we had to select a piece of art that we experienced. It can be a theatrical work (an opera, play, or musical); an exhibit of an artist's selected works such as a painter, sculptor or photographer on display at a museum, or a music concert. 

Ergo, I picked.... (drum roll please!).... Saul Williams!

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I saw him at lollapalooza last year, and his performance was amazing (first performance I saw once i got there). Its like everything he says is pleasing to the audience. If someone that didnt know about him and attended his concert/spoken word. They would go home and research the shit out of this guy. Lol! Also, you guys have to check out his movie slam. I guarantee you will all love it. 

For those of you who dont know, Saul Williams is an American poet, writer, musician, and actor. Saul Williams expresses himself through music, its another expressive art to release his mood and inspiration from day to day experiences. It's what he discovers to escape from the realm of sounds and its different forms. Acting is another form of expression, its the way he conveys his traits. Its what causes him to observe a distinction of a person. It enhances his individuality. Performance is his by far favorite medium of art. 

I dont want to go too much into it. Cause I will write a whole novel. This dude is insanely smart.

 


Sunday, March 22, 2009 Y 9:50 PM

CHECKING


Today, I woke up with a bad feeling, (no clue why) its one of those feelings were I felt that there's something wrong but I dont quite know what it is. (Which always happens to me)

I had a very productive day today. But first, I had a headache that never escaped, no matter how much water I consumed, it still lingered in my head for couple of hours. I think I might have just puked my brains out from drinking massive amounts of alcohol the night before, which enhanced the headache even more.

I cleaned all day. (the whole house)
Tried working on the blog, (which was unsuccessful, due to the my knowledge in graphic design)
Fixed my dress for couple min. (made some finishing touches)
C.R.P meeting (picking out pics from the photoshoot)
Went home and worked on the blog with Victoria. 
Talks, talks and more talks. 
Off to Hollywood Grill.
Blog, Blog, Blog (havent done this since high school? middle school per say? IDK who cares)

Typing shit that comes out of my mind can be quite deadly.